2021.11.28 11:13 AtriaX2k College has made me completely lose control over life (due to my own mistakes).
Ever since 2016, I've been stuck in this hole that I can't get out of. I was in 11th grade back then, "preparing" for competitive exams for getting into a good college. My scores weren't good, so I had to drop a year and prepare again for these exams, and needless to say, I was extremely burnt out. Not that I used to study all day, but the competition was so high that thoughts of the future took a toll on my mental health (followed by physical health; weight loss and hair-fall, etc). 90% of what happened were my mistakes, but I managed to get into a really decent engineering college after a repeat year. This is where I had thought life would get better, but it didn't.
Ever since I've joined college, I realized I wouldn't get a job unless I had a master's degree as well (Biotech). I'm in my 3rd year now and have maintained a really good GPA, and I really had to work for it. However, this too was at the cost of my mental health, which I couldn't manage due to my poor habits.
At this point, I'm really not sure if I'm going to be able to maintain my scores. I've written so many papers and exams that I don't think I can write more. I barely ever procrastinated in my first two years but now I've got a bunch of assignments pending in the coming days and I've got no clue what to do in them; it's that bad.
Covid hasn't made it better either. I can't go for any internships and I'm not really learning anything in the lab due to everything being online, while my field is severely lab-based.
All in all, it's all pretty shitty, majorly because I couldn't manage. All I feel like doing these days is reading books and playing video games, and I haven't got good friends that I can confide in either.
It would really help me if someone in similar situations could tell me how they manage these things. How they are able to gain control over their life.
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2021.11.28 11:13 Byron_2 Offensive Lineman credit
One little and probably useless thing to most people that I’d like to see added is a stat for OL’s in the Player Records section for most tackles in a game/season/career. I only wondered about this because a while ago my OL (he was 5 stars) ended up getting 24 blocks in a single game, and I just wanted to honour that.
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2021.11.28 11:13 Ambersonnew You won't produce adrenaline anymore when it becomes your daily job
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2021.11.28 11:13 Thomiboy15 Trade?
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2021.11.28 11:13 Lucky-Squirrel-9278 ABC News anchor has laughing attack on air over cpr baby
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2021.11.28 11:13 manhattan88 100 years ago in markets, this week: November 28-December 4, 1921
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2021.11.28 11:13 Euripideez Recording of December 2021: A Love Supreme: Live in Seattle
2021.11.28 11:13 Wenwenchris Oh so that’s how Mario died
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2021.11.28 11:13 walking-in-fog I FEEL...
First of all, I apologize for the long post.
I (51F) started college for the first time in August. I have been a stay at home mom for the majority of my adult life except when I got divorced and raised my oldest two on my own for 5 years. I just graduated my 16 yr old Autistic child from homeschool and they passed their placement exams for college at college level or better. I am very proud of them.
I am wanting to get an accounting degree. I used to be extremely book smart. Then I was diagnosed with a disorder that puts pressure on my brain, and let's not forget the effects of being sick February/March 2020 of which my doctor believes he personally gave me covid-19. I feel as though my intelligence has diminished. It is the inability to really concentrate and the brain fog that happens that makes it so that I am doing work for 3 classes 6 and 7 days a week. I am taking College Algebra, Accounting 210, and Composition I.
I feel like a failure in the writing class. I do my initial work and research well. I think I understand what my professor is teaching, but something must be giving me a roadblock because I got an 80% on an essay, and the feedback for the others is that the topics are good but one was as though it was a 2 in 1 essay, and the other one I got the topic too broad and not localized enough with additional things wrong. She showed me a photo of the rubric for the one graded at 80% with everything highlighted on the line between 3 and 4, with 4 being the highest. I feel so upset over this grade.
I feel like a failure. It makes me want to give up. I expect better from myself. I feel like my brain just can't connect things together anymore and I don't know how I am going to be able to get through college courses with a messed up brain. If I can't write an essay effectively, how will I function through my other classes because so many will be more than just numbers.
And yes, I know it isn't an E, but coming from my prime years of being able to do these things without issue, to what I am now, it FEELS like it is.
I FEEL not good enough. I FEEL like my neuronal synapses have taken a long vacation or been laid to rest. I FEEL unable to pull it together into something cohesive, even with the pieces right in front of me. I feel so many things so deeply it is like a storm inside of me. Now couple that with intense shyness that I use coping measures to force myself to talk which just makes me look like an a$$ most of the time and a literal inability to not talk beyond the "I am good, thank you. How are you?" polite greeting and I just don't know how I am going to integrate back into society and hold a job. I FEEL afraid of the future.
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2021.11.28 11:13 Kurt_Owen_082905 Its the sad truth, deal with it!
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2021.11.28 11:13 19bfallon Restored Miller Falls No. 5 Egg Beater Drill, cerca 1924.
2021.11.28 11:13 CT2LV2NC Happy Sunday! Here's some savagery aimed at our favorite scam artist.
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2021.11.28 11:13 shopcounterwill A guy walks into a bar.
Well, he actually stumbled into the bar, as he was already sloshed. The bartender noticed something was really wrong with the guy so he called the police. The police barged in and immediately tasered the guy to crisp. Drink responsibly people!
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2021.11.28 11:13 Alarmed-Number1585 Uu
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2021.11.28 11:13 RealReedOne In just a few hours, join us for updates on UselessCrypto on Twitch! Come hear about the revenue generation features, Useless wallet, and reward Lockers! Who's Useless now?
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2021.11.28 11:13 Environmental-Rub851 Asrock Z97m Anniversary GPU removal
2021.11.28 11:13 honanthelibrarian How do I get this snare sound on my Volca Drum?
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2021.11.28 11:13 izyvel Hi everyone, could someone id this, please? found in southern europe, mountain environement with a mix of trees (pine, oaks, strawberry tree etc.) Is it deadly webcap?
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2021.11.28 11:13 Maketongsgreatagain Started nordic backcountry skiing yesterday and got a few questions (pics are mine)
2021.11.28 11:13 FirmDistribution2683 Earn 80, 352 pokedollars in less than 10 mins?
Just go to route 210, go to the mountains where you can see a lot of ace trainers. Look for ace trainer Zac and Jen, they always double battle. After you defeated them, they will give you 26, 784 pokedollars. And you can Vs seeker them for around 200 steps. Enjoy bois
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2021.11.28 11:13 jpat1975 "Listen son. I'm tired, and you're getting too big for me to keep carrying."
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2021.11.28 11:13 Exoticz122 Whats the weirdest insult u got called when u were exploiting?
2021.11.28 11:13 Dawn-Dirgeclaw9 Cameras did exist in 11th century, what do you mean?
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2021.11.28 11:13 grille_grillson Can Thorek be revived
So Im playing as Karak Kadrin and confederated everyone except bad boy Thorek though I completely forgot about him and when I came now at turn 109 he got killed by the damn skaven... So now its grudge time but just wondered if there could be a chance of reviving him Also I know the requirements to revive factions Thank in advance
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2021.11.28 11:13 ReinaBlaka My speculative lineup of 2022’s gods
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